CODENAME JACKAL

recently, i've just watched jyj's jaejoong in codename : jackal. i'm a really big fan of his so i was really looking forward for someone uploading a full ver of the movie with eng subs and someone did. thank you :-) so the movie was really funny, i had a good laugh out of it. it was such a great way to spend my evening with my sibling aha he was superrrrrrrr cool in the movie like omfg!!!!11111!!!! fangirl mode is on so yesseu i'm a CASSIOPEIA. i support all 5 btw, plus my bias is actually the maknae. i've never watched paradise ranch tbh, in fear of being broken hearted so i'm not taking the risk. bye x

lazy

unproductive. i'm really unproductive. i've been lazying around for 2 weeks but it just doesn't seem enough. i've never been like this before. in fact, i used to be quite diligent. (i think) is it because of the stress from school or have i just turned lazy? i've abandoned this blog for so long. my last post was about 2 years ago, i was so young. my old posts really made me laugh at how naive i was before. i deleted all of my old posts, not wanting to further embarass myself in case somebody i knew well read those. but i think my identity's pretty discreet in this blog, don't ya think? besides my obvious first name, there's  nothing that actually traces me so i'd be fine. k that's just me blabbering nonsense sorry. bye x

i'm done.

i'm done. i've had enough. i can't take it anymore. i'm emotionally tired. mentally drained. but, physically i smile. i'm really tired of this. i don't think i can survive here. it's really........ exhausting mentally and physically.